You could write a Russian novel
About the things that might have happened
If I'd just turned round
Your face is an open book
I never got around to reading
Put on the spot in the middle of your
Porch
I can't determine your meanings
You told me once
crowded inside a booth you don't have to understand it to mean it,
You winked an eye and for a moment I thought I saw your freckles connect
In some familiar constellation
Slid your menu and a gaze
At me wishing I could throw a gaze like that (I got brave)
I went for your hand instead
Your grasp, every strand of your hair felt like a revelation
I joked we didn't need words we were better and cooler than all of them
And I didn’t know then, but I know it now
(We could have said it with our spoons
About the things that might have happened
If I'd just turned round
Your face is an open book
I never got around to reading
Put on the spot in the middle of your
Porch
I can't determine your meanings
You told me once
crowded inside a booth you don't have to understand it to mean it,
You winked an eye and for a moment I thought I saw your freckles connect
In some familiar constellation
Slid your menu and a gaze
At me wishing I could throw a gaze like that (I got brave)
I went for your hand instead
Your grasp, every strand of your hair felt like a revelation
I joked we didn't need words we were better and cooler than all of them
And I didn’t know then, but I know it now
(We could have said it with our spoons
and (cut though the)
knives and pools of syrup left behind)
I never knew there was enough to ask for more
I never knew there was enough to ask for more
Why I'm at your door smoking through the past like a fever dream
Wishing for all the things,
Caught in an imaginary crowd,
where your hand slips from mine,
Wishing for all the things,
Caught in an imaginary crowd,
where your hand slips from mine,
in the dark you keep playing the light-switch I can never
find
/There’s nothing inside my sleeves
But my own recycled imaginings/
every nights a recurring scene
/ Suicide plots are tangled in my sheets
My teeth are falling out /
tragedy’s
being born with arms much too short for a girl like you
Sometimes I go on,
there aren't enough sad songs on the radio, because every now and then it has to be morning
/ Suicide plots are tangled in my sheets
My teeth are falling out /
tragedy’s
being born with arms much too short for a girl like you
Sometimes I go on,
there aren't enough sad songs on the radio, because every now and then it has to be morning
Even if I open my eyes
I can never seem to reach you
I can never seem to reach you